today i feel as if i have gone back to my secondary skool days.
the days that i almost CABOT everyday.
haha.

today the module was okay.
very okay.
but suddenly in the middle of the lesson,
iqbal came out with a good IDEA.
that is to CABOT.
DAMN.

the guilt is in me.
basically there are two groups that CABOT.
my group and FYAN's.

the names are as follows:
MAST,NAD,JOYCE,FYAN,IQBAL,CHEK HAN,DERRICK,ALVIN N ME.


then all except for iqbal went for a game of POOL.
at WOODLANDS POINT.
haha.
i lost all the games that i played.
DAMN.

me n my foul mouth.
haha.
as i am watching MAST N FYAN playing pool,
there was a shocking news!

ALL OUR CLASSMATES WILL GET A 'F',
because of us.
we were feeling damn guilty.damn.
n i cant concentrate on my game.
n which i lost to NAD n FYAN.

n finally a relieved moment,
it was just a prank!!!!!
no!!!!
we were cheated.
but i think we deserved it.
N IT WAS uncle STEVEN'S idea.
haha.

haiz.

i was really pissed off with ARMPIT.
he ruined my mood.
BADLY.





TO ARMPIT:
hey bro.
i treat 'her' like my sister.
you do not need to be angry.
i dont UNDERSTAND y u are angry.
it's not like i'm gonna take her away.
DUH.





btw i told her to msn you herself.
she refused.
dun believe me?
can check my MESSAGE LOG.
i dun mind.



n i forgive u.



but i dunnoe y.
when we talked bout her.
u will give me that SICKENING face.
n ur words on msn are really sarcastic.
if u r nt happy.
we can talk things out.
we are friends rite?
i treat my BRAINee frens like my family.
but i dunnoe bout all.
suddenly i feel that i am not suitable in the BRAINee family.
DUH.
..........................................................................................................................................................................
I leave early pissed off.
met my frens @ WOODLANDS mrt.
trying 2 cool down.
telling them wat happened.
i felt ok.
but that feeling is still bugging me.

nvm.

we then went to LOT 1.
where we bought ourselves bubble tea.
we then walked 2 CCK park.
we spent our time talking bout secondary skool daes.
my memory then rewinds back to both pleasant n unpleasant incidents.
haha.

acah n bull.

haha.
2dae sOo ok.
im damn ok.
maybe a little crazy.
haha

maybe shall blog in tamil.

मिट मय सेक स्कूल फ्वेंस.
अफ्ता किंग बैक फ्रॉम सुम्व्हेरे.
वे वेंत जम्मिंग.
दम्मित सो नोइस्य.
हः.

ई वास प्लायिंग द्रुम.
दृम्मेर फ़ॉर थे दय.
येः!.

वे थें वेंत तो क़ुईन्स्वय् तो लुक फ़ॉर मय वंस.
न अल्सो अ न्यू पैर औफ़ सोच्सर बूट्स.
फ़ॉर मे न बुल.

मेटल इस थे बेस्ट.
रॉक ४एव.

2dae was an extremely tired dae 4 me.
i dunnoe y.
but just tired.
haha.
zzzz.

afta class gt art.
BATIK PAINTING!
AWFUL.
i HATE the colouring part.
i dun really noe how to match colours.DREADFUL.

haiz.
we then walk 2 the interchange.
me,MAST,FYAN n LAMER(SHARON).
we were like playing the 'ALPHABETS' game.
MAST will sae the alphabets.
n we will tell the word that comes to our BRAINS.
haha.
n the funny part is X is for ZEBRA.
HAHAHA.

went 2 OLD CHANG KEE.
which FYAN saes 'YOUNG' sumting...
dun really catch it.

.n the lamest part of the dae.
MAST n FYAN saes that me..L(FIFI) n LAMER.
r lovey dovey just bcoz we were playing arnd.
DUH.
n it was all due to a small plastic bag.
n who wants 2 throw it.
.....................
hehe.



N SORRIE MAST.
i didnt contribute 2dae.
N 2 ALL.
SORRIE 4 BEING IRRITATING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

y m i pretending that im ok?
wen i m still heartbroken?
i myself dun understand.
nobody can ever mend my broken heart.
its like a piece of broken mirror.
it can be glued together but will still have scratches.
haiz.

every steps i take,
i think of her.

every single movements i make,
she will come 2 mind.

basically everything i do 2 4get her,
i will be remebered of her.

dammit.

i hate tis feeling.
how i wish i could kill tis feeeling by making myself bz.
but it is nt meant 2 be.
ARGH!!!!!!!!

I TRIED EVERYTHING BUT FAILED!
IM A LOSER!

gd morning every1.
haiz.
i woke up 2 feel the cramp muscles on my leg.
damn.
i can hardly walk.
its so painful.
ARGH!.

tis is all due to the fact that i didn't warm-up before the game.
i should have warm up.
damn.

2dae's class was damn boring.
TAN PENG2 WAS IN THE HOUSE.
I COULD BARELY CONCENTRATE.

haha.
2dae gt soccer match.
between my team n ateam of my hotel's fren.
damn.
nid 2 wake up early.
i woke up @ 6.30.
do my prayers n get ready.

meet up wit my teammates.
n went off.
its @ tampines.
sOoooo far.
the field is opposite TP(temasek poly)
haiz.

damn.
i was like so sleepy n play the starting eleven.
i cant bare 2 run.
feel like running wit my eyes closed.
n unfortunately 4 me.
my boot studs was torn.
shit ass.

looks like i nid 2 buy a new pair of boots.

btw i was playing the CENTRE BACK.
damn.
the opposition was so fast.
in my sleepy state.
i nid 2 catch up wit them.
so exhausted.
haha.

but ultimately.
we managed to get a DRAW.
a 3-3 draw.
they won the FIRST-HALF.
we managed 2 catch up afta a few changes.
haha.

so sleepy.
let me sleep!!!!
i nid 2 work 2nite.
haiz.

n i still cant 4get her.
NO!!!!
i tink i will neva b able 2 4get her.
haiz.
NO!!!!!!!

ZZZZZZZZZzzzzzzzzzzz...............

OMG!!!!!!!!
wat the hell have happened?
n y m i involved?
god dammit.
haiz.

people nowadays are idiots.
pls dun be racist.
dun compare another people wit a nigger n vice versa.
wanna blog.
blog ur dae's life.
haiz.

dun implicate others.
write ur real name if u hav the galls.
COWARD.

DUH!



is this love?
or more than that?
i usualy 4get girls in a day or two.
but i fail 2 4get her.
haiz..

i juz wanna apologise 2 whom i 4get.
espesicaaly my 2 frenz.
mast(knee) n shuyi(brainless).
tanx 4 giving me encouragements n r by my side in critical moments.
haha.
appreciate it lotz.
btw i guess i gonna be ok.
i GUESS only.

n nt 2 4 get the other BRAINee family members.
THANK YOU.


n 2 whom any1 it may concern.
dun ask me y i dont have a tagbox.
i juz dun wan 2 hav it n dats it.
DUH.

DAMN!
its so goddamn boring.
so many people never come.
especially mast(knee brain).
wake up late?
i wonder.
haha.

the class is like a mortuary.
no 1 is hyper today.
i cant be hyper for now as i'm still heartbroken.
and i dont think i will ever forget her.
DAMN!

i like or maybe love DEBBIE so much.
i dont think there will be other better girls that i can find.
i want her.
ONLY.
O GOD.
please fulfil my prayers.
but i know that all that u decide have a reason behind it.
haiz.
y is life so unfair?
u can never get the girl u want.
basically anything u want.

n finally i noe that i can cry.
she made me cry.
NO!!!!!!!!!!!
i'm no longer a man.
haiz.














everything was fucking great.
amd i remembered none.
haha.

but i only remembered one thing.
about me driving my dad's car.

n this is how it happens.
*it happens last year.
it was @ 1 am.
i was damn bored at home doing nothing.
i cant sleep.
i stared @ blank and dark ceiling like an idiot.
and my hp was a SONY ERICSSON T100.
damn old.
no mp3.
damn.

then i started walking out of my room,looking for a drink.
but when i stepped out of my room,i saw my dad's car key.
it's beside the telephone.
i changed my mind to drink.
i then take the car key,and went downstairs.
started the engine and drive off.

i was driving out of the carpark @ a speed of 20km/h.
damn.
i lost control of the car temporarily till i swerved 2 the wrong lane.
it shocked me when i saw another car heading straight towards my direction.
i quickly swerved back into my lane.
n braked
2 gain my confidence.

i then started driving again.
i slowly accelerate.
damn slowly.
i control the steering wheel perfectly.
then after 5 minutes,
i already drove @ a speed of 90 km/h.
i can control the car.
yea!!!!

i then braved myself to enter the expressway.
haha...
i went tru BKE n PIE.
went 2 geylang.
damn so many prost******.
sexy.

afta looking around i went back home.*

the next dae.
my dad found out.
wen he checked the petrol gauge.
it was already half empty.
he gt angry and nags.
got a whacking from my mom.
haiz.

2dae can be classified as the funniest dae,at least 4 me.
i woke up late looking damn blur like sotong wen i look at myself in the mirror.
how horrible do i look?
with hair spreading out like branches.
its all due to the wax which i didnt wash the dae b4.
DAMN LAZY.....

skipping wat i did afta that....

i was @ woodlands mrt station
n there was a lot of RP students alighting from the mrt.
i was puzzled y there was a lot of people.
it's all due to the fact that i m still blur since i woke up.
DUH.
n i was missing the times that we went 2 skool 2gether2.
I WAS MISSING EVERY SINGLE 1 OF W35C!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

skip......skip......skip........

afta skool,as usual we went 4 dinner.
we walked 2 causeway.
went to LJS,no seats.
went to MAC,no seats again.
WHAT A PITY!!!!!!!!

then i suggested that we dig in @ banquet.
which as well agreed by the others.
we bought the food ...
dig in...
but didnt finish it...
WHAT A WASTE!!!!!!!!!!!!!

afata that we went off....
i taking the escalator while the others take the lift.
*SOB**SOB*

we then sees of BRAINLESS n KNEE BRAIN.
whilst ME(BUTTie),aARMPIT N TUMMY
took the mrt.'i nid 2 see my sis.
I MISS MY SIS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

*HER CONDITION RITE NOW*
she's fine @ the moment.
only gt infection n it was known by her urine.
n maybe her POO.not POOH.
lame.
*L on my forehead*
she was supposed to back by last sundae but delayed
haiz...

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2dae is a gd dae.....
at least 4 me.....
firstly in the morning went to the bank to fill up my GIRO form....
which was constantly delayed by me....
haha....
but 2dae its done.....
YEA!!!!!!!!!!!!!

den meet up wit my 2 idoitic frenz.....
MAST n FYAN..
n there were actually later den me....
HOPELESS.....

fyan wanna pay his skool fees...
which in the end..
its free....
haha..

MAST wants 2 check n the virus....
pity her LENOVO...
haha
n we waited for hours...
for her laptop....
but we eat first...
haha...

BURP!!!!!!!!!

den we went booklink where i actually farted from my brain....
*POOT*....
n it was afta fyan(armpit brain)says his brain is sweating...
nmy brain(BUTT) actually responds by its action....
haha...
*POOT*..

we then as usual went for lunch @ causeway mac....
YUM2!!!!!!
after joking arnd...
we decided to split..
mas n fyan went home n i went FAR EAST...
to buy myself a bag..
haha..
i went alone coz my 2 frenz refuse to follow me....
*SOB**SOB*

i reached far east alr...
as i was walking alone n my mind wanders off....
sum1 shaked me....
i turned intending to scold dat person...
but i was shocked wen i saw it was my second ex...
WOW!!!!!
shaes more cute....
n more feminine...
my heart actually beats faster at dat moment...

i den started conversation by saying 'hi'.
she replied n started talking n followed me shopping..
n went i want 2 pay 4 my bag...
she actually pass the money 2 the cashier wen i was taking out my money..
but i managed 2 persuade her to accept my money....
YEZZ>>

we then chat n eat...
she eats ..
nt me.....
n i treat her....
coz she was always treating me wen we were 2gether...
its payback time...

n wen she wants 2 go home...
i actually feel sad...
sigh..