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Tell me what's wrong with society
When everywhere I look I see
Young girls dying to be on TV
Won't stop 'til they've reached their dreams

Diet pills, surgery
Photoshopped pictures in magazines
Telling them how they should be
It doesn't make sense to me

Is everybody going crazy?
Is anybody gonna save me?
Can anybody tell me what's going on?
Tell me what's going on
If you open your eyes
You'll see that something is wrong

I guess things are not how they used to be
There's no more normal families
Parents act like enemies
Making kids feel like it's World War III

No one cares, no one's there
I guess we're all just too damn busy
And money's our first priority
It doesn't make sense to me

Is everybody going crazy?
Is anybody gonna save me?
Can anybody tell me what's going on?
Tell me what's going on
If you open your eyes
You'll see that something is wrong

Is everybody going crazy?
Is everybody going crazy?

Tell me what's wrong with society
When everywhere I look I see
Rich guys driving big SUV's
While kids are starving in the streets
No one cares
No one likes to share
I guess life's unfair

Is everybody going crazy?
Is anybody gonna save me?
Can anybody tell me what's going on?
Tell me what's going on
If you open your eyes
You'll see that something
something is wrong

Is everybody going crazy?
Can anybody tell me what's going on?
Tell me what's going on
If you open your eyes
You'll see that something is wrong

-Crazy, Simple Plan



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Tuesday, May 29, 2007 ( 10:57 AM )

yesterdae gt 2 sleep @ hospital wit my sister..
its painful 2 see the nurses poke holes on my sis arm..
to take her blood before the kidney transplant..

n 2dae i need 2 come school straight from hospital..
n i m almost late..
haha
..

{/SaDdEnNiNg DaE..
Monday, May 28, 2007 ( 1:12 PM )

2Dae is e dae dat my sis is warded in the hospital....
she's warded for her kidney transplant 2 days from now....
damn sad..
haiz..

i seriously m helpless..
but i must act as if nothing happened..
haiz..

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Thursday, May 24, 2007 ( 8:59 PM )

damn borig seyh 2dae..
n awful..

firstly..
my big ulcers dat grows n my bottom lips..
its damn painful..
cant talk @ all...
only cn keep quiet all dae..
haiz..

secondly..
a member of the brainee members..
was absent..
which is..
kneebrain..
**to her juz wanna sae 'im sorrie'..
its fine if u wanna ignore me..
i dun mind @ all..
but ido have my reason..
nvm..

lastly,
didnt get 2 see my love..
*debbie..
a sweet gerl..
haha..


hope 2 have a gd dae 2moro..
n nt2 4get my fridae prayers...


FYI...
i m a changed person..
i dun smoke n drink..
BELIEvE ME..

{/CoNfUsEd
Wednesday, May 16, 2007 ( 8:43 PM )








skippping the morning lessons 2dae tiil the end of class..
which ends @ 4.30++..
as usual afta skool ..
we..
the usual ppl went downstairs 2 meet..
kak massie's frenz..
shuyi and debbie(my love)..
HAHA..

but 2dae ..
there's sonika(SONAKA),n huiying(AH LIAN)..
with us..
n..
debbie cant follow us 2 walk 2 the mrt ..
due 2 the reason that she needs 2 attend an interview..
4 her guitar I.G..
pity me too..
haha.
nt 2 forget shuyi who failed the first interview..
haha.
ok...
enough bout that..
we the four braineee"s..
me(BUTT BRAIN),SUFYA(ARMPIT BRAIN),NAIM(STOMACH BRAIN)n KAK MASSIE(KNEE BRAIN) + SONAKA n AH LIAN went downstairs to meet shuyi..

bt b4 dat..
the gerls all went 2 the loo...
n we arranged the laptops..
its lame.
but its funny..
dunnoe y..haha..
itS arnged tis way..
n the blue case belongs to kak massie a.k.a knee brain..
dats her..

den after they came back from the loo...
we went 2 shuyi's block which is @ W1..
we then went 4 dinner...
@ banquet causeway point..
SONAKA isnt able to meet us ..
as she needs to meet her fren..
@ kovan..
so there's 6 of us left.

halfway through..
AH LIAN leave us..
as she needs 2 meet her fren..
btw..
only 3 ppl eat..
STOMACH BRAIN..KNEE BRAIN..N..ARMPIT BRAIN...
KNEE BRAIN WAS EATING YONG TAU FOO..
STOMACH N ARMPIT BRAIN eats western food..

afta munching their way through..
stomach n armpit brain..
went 2 buy buble tea..
whereas ..
NO BRAIN(SHUYI)n knee brain..
went 2 buy water..
n left me..
BUTT BRAIN 2 take carre of their bags n laptops..
in e end..
no brain n gang..
end up buying mineral water n fruits..
there were cheated of their money on the fruits..
haha..

we then eat the fruits..
watermelon,honeydew,rock melon,n mango..
we ate..
n left stomach n armpit brain..
the leftovers..
n cut into halves..
hahaha..
look @ e pics we took...






HEAR ..SEE..SPEAK...NO EVIL!!!!!
EMO FACE OF KAK MASSIEemo face of nadiASUFYA EMO..SHY ...NO BRAIN..HAHA..THE LEFTOVERS..
BASICALLY NOTHING...

{/bOrInG BoRiNg
Tuesday, May 15, 2007 ( 8:49 PM )

2dae morning was almost late 4 my UT..
bt i stil end up doing 8 minutes later..
due 2 slow start of my laptop..
bt fortunately...
i managed 2 finish all my qns..
thank god..
2dae lesson is better den other enterprise module's lesson b4..
no calculation..
ease of my mind..
but the faci xplaination still confuses mie...
coincindentally..
my focus is..
110%...
but 2dae we dun hang out..
every1 wants2 go home early..
n run away from e I.G..
me,sufya n kak massie took art..
esp debbie..
e sweetest gerl..
i've ever meet..
needs 2 go 4 a dental appt..
haiz....
dats all 4 2dae..

{/complicated dae.....
Sunday, May 13, 2007 ( 7:57 PM )

2dae is e best..
get 2 wake up late..
woke up @ 1++..
but as soon as i wake up..
need 2 bathe n get ready 2 folloe my mum n sisters..
2 the reflexology centre @ geylang..
its 4 my sis..
background info:
since she is suffering from a kidney failure..
my parents decided 2 sent her 4 reflexology session..
which is 3 times a week..
its on alternate daes..
tuesdae..thurs..n..sundae..
and on mondaes..wednesdaes..n ..fridae..
she needs 2 attend dialysis..
its so sadening 2 see her going 4 dialysis..
her chest was operated on..
2 insert a tube 4 blood flow from e dialysis machine..
if only she was not diagnosed from kidney failure..
we would have gone 2 skool 2gether..
@ RP..
but it was nt meant 2 be..
but finally....
my cuzins kidney sees 2 fit her..
n going 4 transplant tis 30th may..
...
...............................................................................................
we went there by mrt..
den my mum went shopping..
she bought a toilet bowl cover..
haha.
afta shopping..
we went home using e same mode of transport.
in e mrt..
it was hilarious..
there was 2 kids ..
aged 2-3..
i suppose..
they was playing @ the grab poles..
n jumping trying 2 reach e handrail..
it reminds me of my childhood daes.
haha
@ home i switched on my laptop..
den my 'sis'..
kak massie..
apeared on my screen...
n told me dat she was boring..
nduring our conversation..
i sense sumting dat was amis..
she was juz wasnt e 1 dat i noe..
i tried very hard 2 entertain..
but fails..
nvm..
mayb she has a problem..
n dun wan 2 tell any1..
haiz.

{/fUn
Thursday, May 10, 2007 ( 9:20 PM )

















kak mastorek


as per usual.. emo gerl



RP starts @ 9 - 4.30 0r later..



2dae;s module is basic science..



but its nt even basic..



haiz..



summore gt UT(understanding test)..
emo gerl


neva study..



boring..



no time 2 finish everything..



but nvm..






btw i dunnoe y i like debbie..



mayb shes cute?



mayb shes sweet..



n wen i see her ..



i feel shy..



n embarassed..



n i suppose i was blushin'..






anywayz..



as usual..



e 4 of us went 2 eat..



but 2dae a litle diff..



gt xtra fren..



SHUYI(NO BRAIN)..



n we eat @ KFC..



usual..



we had lots of laughs..



n sum1 was xperiencing PMS..



n was a lil diff..



haiz..



n dat NO BRAIN was smsing all e way..



dat she didnt follow our conversation..






den @ 6.30++..



NO BRAIN n KAK MASTOREK..



went off..



as they stay @ tampines..



me,SUFYA,n,NAIM went 2 library..



its soooooo quiet..



like a mortuary..



but nvm..



we went 2 children's section..



take a seat..



n switch on e laptop..



i cant get thru..



but suprisingly..



NAIM cn get thru but still nid 2 register..



n she was really happy..



PSST:(she kept scoldin' vulgarities wen its slow)






@ 8.05..



we went off..



i took e same train wit SUFYA..



n here i m blogging..



haha..




{/hApI DaE
Wednesday, May 9, 2007 ( 8:41 PM )

i vely vely hapi..................................
duno y..........................................
but i suppose ...................................
its bcos i gt 2 walk 2 skool..................................
wit syahirah..........................................
my new friend..............................................

lesson is also fun wit a new team..................
and coincidentally.....................................
the group is wearing emo colours..........................
e usual......................................
red and black............................................
ME(FIFI),SUFYAN(SUFYA),SHAHIRAH(LEADER OF ALL LEADERS) r wearing red.......................
and dun quan(lEADER) n TIANGSIAN(PAUL) wears black..............................
things were moving smoothly...............................
till during e time b4 presentation.............................
where everiting starts going chaos.................................
dunnoe who 2 talk abt each slide.........................................
n LEADER actually got angry coz ...................................
he didnt get 2 speak e slide dat he memorize.........................

in e afternoon till evening...................
ME(FIFI),SUFYAN(SUFYA),NADIA(nAIM),MASTURAH(KAK MASTOREK)..........................
we went 2 Mcdonalds for dinner..................................
there were lots of laugh...................................
it all started wen SUFYA's "rain" drops...............................
followed by KAK MASTOREK's snow ball falling out from her mouth...................................
but NAIM seems listless...................................
n started 2 listen 2 her creative mp4(30gig).............................
but seriously it was fun........................................

{/ArGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Tuesday, May 8, 2007 ( 9:08 PM )

Haiz.............................................
2dae in e morning everything was smooth,.......................................
enjoyed many happy moments.................................................

but duunoe y .......................................
everything seems 2 shut..............................
as the clock struck 5.30.....................................................
i was confused .........................................
i duunoe wat i was doin...................................
i keep irritating ppl................................
n cause ppl 2 get angry.................................

how i wish i could b like b4.........................
e quiet n 1 who does nt disturb any1............
nvm..............................................

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( 11:30 AM )

tis 4 yesterdae...................................
its great getting noe each other during dinner @ causeway's Mcdonald...........................
going out wit mastura(kak massie),nadia(nadim),sufyan,me(fifi)..............................
but i suppose nadia's e weirdo ...............................................
she keeps emphsizing on e chalet (her idea)...................................
n a malay 'blockbuster' JANGAN PANDANG BELAKANG( dun look behind )...........................


i really think(seriously) kak massie's fren..............
DEBBIE is cute............................
HAHAHAHA..........
lame...................

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Monday, May 7, 2007 ( 8:24 PM )

7/5/07.............................................
basically.............................................
its fun 2dae.........................................
came late 2 class coz of playing pool.......................
haha....................................................
lolz....................................................


its also sickening.....................................
my ex wanna quit skool...............................
i really dunno how 2 persuade her 2 continue her studies....................
brain dead................................................

{/
Friday, May 4, 2007 ( 8:08 PM )

2DAE I DUNNO Y ...........
BUT SEEMS DAT...........
I HAV LOST SUMTING MEANINGFUL IN MY LYFE.......................
BUT GETTING 2 GET 2GETHER WIT MY FAMILY IS E BEST THING...........
IT RELIEVES MY STRESS........................
ESP MY MUM............................
HAHAHAHAHAHHAHA

{/WoRsT DaE EvEr
( 9:44 AM )


2DAE VERY SIAN............
SEE TAN PENG2'S FACE........
HIS FACILITATION SKILLS REALLY SUX..........
AND I M E FIRST 2 COME 4 MY GROUP.................
N DATS E WORST FEELING EVER......................
DATS ONLY E FIRST PART............
WAIT 4 SECOND ...............